... at times too much focus is at par with the lack of it...

What do I think of God? I’m sure no one would be interested to know, for God is God, no matter what I think, eh? ;)

Always wonder what would have happened had I been brought up with no religious beliefs thrust upon me. I mean, imagine. Would I be missing the praying? Would I miss “God”?

Ok, no offense to anyone, I am just voicing my random thoughts here, ok? Come on, my blog :P

I always wondered, isn’t prayer a specific form of meditation that we do, and isn’t work worship? Is there any need for a name for what we are doing? It is necessary to be obligated to anybody but us? Can’t we be self sufficient and own up our failures and take credit for our success? Do we need to blame luck, destiny and fate for our mistakes? Isn’t belief in oneself enough? Apparently not… Sigh

In the name of ‘God’, we have these religions too. Ghaah! The apparently educated people themselves have a problem looking past the religious limitations, let alone the poor illiterate man. Is it that hard to understand that 1 religion is basically the same in essence as the other? Different paths to the same destination- peace of mind??? As if we didn’t have enough reasons to fight amongst ourselves, we now have another reason to fret over.

Ah, I guess it is a fool’s dream to think that the entire world would come together with its beliefs and agree upon the same thing. After all, every person out there has his own beliefs, his own thoughts- a unique brain, functioning in an even more unique way. Sigh! But I would rather be a fool, dreaming than accepting what is. After all a dream can one day become reality… Maybe one day.

The trouble is that- I’m stuck somewhere- somewhere between an atheist and a theist- being brought up the latter and on the road to the former. Stuck as always.

Ghaah! There is too much too say; and I am too lazy to grope and hold on to all those thoughts circling around and flying in my mind and write it down here. And, this is where I stop; maybe some other day I would finish this later; and maybe that day I would have a better idea as to where I stand…