Till then, pray...

I haven't prayed for a long time... I guess I lost belief somewhere down the line. This doesn't mean I have started praying again. No, I guess I never got back the belief I lost long back. I don't know if I will get the said 'belief' anytime soon. I am not sure I want it back, either. But, let me tell you, along the way, I found out prayer is nothing but meditation, meditation to calm the mind. Prayer aint for the fools. or was it wise? I always seem to forget. Its for those, who believe and have faith. But I would rather be the fool, who has faith in herself than in something or something she has never seen before. Prayer is a crutch for those who have not understood the simple truth. Hah! I am not going to tell you the simple truth. You are supposed to find that yourself. Let go of the crutch. Live life like you are God and hopefully you will find the truth too... Till then, all I can say is pray...