trying to unwind,
moving out from the looming relentless fog...
standing in the darkness
i stand waiting to be unraveled.
tears; aren't they the best medicine?
frustrated, its all i count on.
letting my blood flow through these beads, the droplets..
a lump in my throat
for a reason i know not...
why won't it just go away...
why do i stand in the darkness
groping for something i don't know.
stupidity reaches new heights
as i solve my non-existent mystery
i am broken
for was i ever wild?
i am defeated
for did i ever struggle?