Love to see you squirm

love to see you squirm;
the earthworm bitten by the ants
piece for piece in the sun...
in a mood to spit fire
all i see is the dark
your pain comes as the light
for i have been hurt
left there to turn,
grovel and shovel in that pain.
i am hence the sadist
but what of the pleasure you got
as i cowered and writhed
world has never doled you the judgment.
why is it a one sided business.
oh why am i always in the dark
in the wrong.
now i want to be in the light.
i want to be the one
to bask in the theater bright...
for once let me be the cruel one
wait, for once i am the cruel one...
for once i delight
in your candles getting out-puffed
oh! love to see you squirm...
Or maybe.. maybe not...