me...

I am a hugely flawed person and the only time I accept my flaws is when I find it out myself, on my own. Another one of the flaws is that I don’t accept stuff, I rather go into denial; if you know what I mean; about feelings for a person, ideologies and people wholly as such. I also have this problem that when someone says something about me, I think that person’s judging me. I get angry I guess. But I feel the anger more strongly because I am judging myself along with that person. It is frustration because I am not able to accept that particular flaw in me. When I like a person, I keep talking about that person and this lands me in trouble for I never look into the dire consequences of this. What I can’t understand is the fact that I can accept most of my flaws when I am writing. But I become a spitfire when I am told these face to face. You know what another one of my great flaws is? It’s the fact that I make a huge issue out of my flaws. A huge issue when it must be actually a miniscule thing is get concerned about.